Holy cripes, I had forgotten I had one of these.

Holy cripes, I had forgotten I had one of these.

It's been almost a full year since I've posted something here. I'm not sure if I see reason to any more really, there's nothing that I'd rather say here that I don't just say in person instead. I could lament about society and the general idiocy that surrounds being a member of the human race, but I won't. Lamentation solves nothing. Know this though, I'm at a good place in life right now.

Song of the day: "...To be loved" by Papa Roach (it's a hell of a high energy song to wake up to)

And yet again..

So I'm sitting here having a mug of steaming hot water (yes, not coffee...our bloody jar ran out yesterday), listening to Hoobastank and reflecting a bit on the past 3 weeks. It's been a very up and down few weeks, hectic to say the least, and I'm really about ready to just fall apart. Now, mind you, the reasons for that, are actually not for anybody else, but because of myself. I've always managed to avoid anything like that happening, but not this time it seems. Am I worried? Yes. What about? That should be pretty self-explanatory. The closer my probation draws to a close, the more I wonder about whether or not I'm going to still have this job. I think my problem is that I think about it too much. Yet, I find that I can't help it.
I never know what to write here anymore. I used to write about what happens day to day or how I feel. Now? I still have my little black book that I carry around. Although it's now in its 8th or 9th incarnation. That's where most of it goes when it's not just stewing around in my head. Maybe the next time I post will be when I write another song. Whenever that may be.

Even if I say it'll be alright...

It's been a while hasn't it? So much has changed since the last time I've been here and writing something. May of last year? May of this year? I can't remember. All I know is that it's been a while. At a quick glance, I'm now working at GW, which totally rocks. It's out in Oshawa, but oh well, it's a long commute, but worth it. I have a hell of a job, and I'm having the time of my life. So much else has changed, but nothing that I want to put here. Not yet. Not until...well, not until things are more certain.

~Damon

hrm..

...................interesting...new style for blogger...

so many changes...so little to say

You know, I haven't posted here in a very long time. Since the end of September to be precise. So much has changed in that time, more than I can really say in a few lines, and I'm not going to. So why am I posting now? I don't know. To be perfectly honest, I have no clue why I'm posting right now. It's something I used to do on a constant basis, and now? What of now? Now I rarely do it, if at all. I've always said that I post here more for myself than for the people reading it. Who reads this anyways? Is there a point? The ramblings of a madman. A lunatic's life. In the past few months, I've forgotten what it means to feel, what it means to care. I don't expect anyone to read this, nor do I expect anyone to remember it. So why? Why post? Like I've always said, I do it for myself, not for anyone else. So here I post. There's not much I really want to put down here. Just to do it.

~Damon

Rise against....ready to fall

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwCrvD5Da4U

Watch this video. See the message. Pass it around. People don't like seeing what it is that we do to the planet, well, don't hide from it people. We only have 1 planet, don't fuck it up.

~Damon