Now and Then

As is customary by now, everytime I write a new song I post it here, so here it is:



Now and Then


I feel the blades while you're screaming at me
Again -
Reminding me of the way how things used to be
Hear all the pain and the loneliness inside
I won't try to run, no matter what I won't try to hide
As I lay me down to sleep
The only thing I feel is dreams
Reaching out while I slip and fade away
But I'm holding onto nothing, nothing at all

I feel the flames while you're glaring at me
Tonight -
Just like the way I remember of how things used to be
I'll stay by your side, watch your nails slash through my veins
If it tears me up, I'll survive, and I won't cry again
As I lay me down to sleep
The only thing I feel is dreams
Reaching out while I slip and fade away
But I'm holding onto nothing, nothing at all

Crawling now, my bones are bloody
Forever then, revealed in silence again
Behind this mask of content
Forget me now, And hate me when I'm gone
Remember then, no matter what I'll stay forever more
Now and then, I won't run and hide
Even while it tears me up inside

The pain is real, unforgiven I will remain
Again -
Tell me now what it is that you want me to be
Bear all I can, do you believe I love you now
Take all of me that you want and leave nothing to be seen
As I lay me down to sleep
The only thing I feel is dreams
Reaching out while I slip and fade away
But I'm holding onto nothing, nothing at all

Crawling now, my bones are bloody
Forever then, revealed in silence again
Behind this mask of content
Forget me now, And hate me when I'm gone
Remember then, no matter what I'll stay forever more
Now and then, I won't run and hide
Even while it tears me up inside

Now I'm falling away, I'm clinging to you
Need and want you to stay, when you're angry at me too
And I'm falling apart when you're not there

As I lay me down to sleep
The only thing I feel is dreams
Reaching out while I slip and fade away

Crawling now, my bones are bloody
Forever then, revealed in silence again
Behind this mask of content
Foret me now, and hate me when I'm gone
Remember then, I'll love you always and forever more
Would you care if I'm there or if I'm bleeding alone?
Now and then, I won't run and hide
Now and then, I will stay by your side
Tonight -
If I don't have you, I have nothing at all..





Nice and depressing. I love being ignored. Hate me, kiss me, kill me.


~Damon